Oh man. I can’t even begin to explain how much I have enjoyed this, but that would totally and completely defeat all purposes of this blog, so I will explain…
I am totally thrilled to have another year of this subject, so much to learn. This subject (aspire english) has been one of the highlights of this year and I have truly found myself interested in things that I initially really had no interest in at all. Poetry is a key example of this. If it wasn’t for this subject I wouldn’t be here at all, I mean… I even started writing poetry! Can you believe that? I went from hating poetry with a passion to having a high respect and desire to have it in my life. Now I actively choose to write it, even I am struggling to come to terms with this new part of me. 😂
Another reason that I have loved and come to appreciate this journey is because of the friends that I have made, and the people who I have gotten to know, especially since we are moving classes next year it has allowed me to expand my horizons ready for the transition. Our final piece of assessment for this year is a poetry presentation, almost like a ted talk with two other people. My group is exploring grief and why we turn to poetry at the five stages of grief, we each have composed a poem and also found some really awesome ones well-known poets. My poem is about depression. I feel like depression is a feeling that many people can relate to, even if they haven’t been diagnosed with the mental illness of depression, it is still a feeling that we have been acquainted with at some point in our life.
This is my poem…
Depression
You’re lost, Engulfed in the darkness, Falling falling,
Down a bottomless pit.
Do one to trust,
No one smiles,
You’re left alone,
As heads turn away.The sun will come up tomorrow,
But you always forget,
As you stare down at your scuffed shoes, The tears welling in your eyes.
You rip a page from your notebook,
On it you write your regret.
The pen breaks and the ink flows, flows just like your tears. You toss the letter into the fire.
The flames lick the ink-stained page,
And your tears glisten in the firelight,
You’ve never felt more alone as the fire dies out. And you’re left in darkness.
I don’t know. What do you think? Let me know below if you have any thoughts. I will be reading this poem in our presentation which I am actually really looking forward to.
To conclude, this experience has been absolutely amazing, something I could not be more thankful for. I hope that next year is as amazing as this year, as this subject has encouraged me to aspire to many different things which I have found to love.
“The true measure of a man is not what he dreams, but what he aspires to be; a dream is nothing without action. Whether one fails or succeeds is irrelevant; all that matters is that there was motion in his life. That alone affects the world.”
― Mike Norton, White Mountain
Adios Amigos,
Fiona xo 😘